well...sort of. i just wanna do things. I think before i had these goals of things i wanted to do, but i never wrote any of it down. which means there wasn't a constant reminder that i wanted to do these things....so they never got done. Now i have a list and i've decided that if i don't get them done before i'm thirty, it's okay, that as long as i get to them when money and circumstances allow, it will all be okay. they will get done this time.....eventually!